After attending the close reading of the Beguines with
Elizabeth Dreyer, PhD, what surprised me is how Mechthild of Magdeburg, who
wrote in the 12th century, touched what
I'm going through here in the 21st century.
Her writings spoke of her desire to please and also to
share herself by entering into a dialogue with her soul. At another time, she
describes in detail how she prepares herself with her wardrobe and patiently
she waits to be approached, hoping that she is ready and able to meet her
dancer (The Lord).
She writes "I cannot dance, Lord, unless you lead
me. If you want me to leap with abandon, you must intone the song. Then I shall
leap into love."
This beautiful image shows her vulnerability and
willingness to trust and to be led.
These readings brought to my
attention my own inner struggles and desire to be able to follow and the
willingness to take the risk to leap into that mystery of ardent love.
Thank you, Sister Mechthild for confirming that my
feelings are genuine and true.
Sue O'Brien
Associate of Wisdom